It has been a momentous week. I have spent so much time on studying and working hard for the test that I spent my weekend hanging out with friends. Some of my close friends went home so I was sad that I did not get to spend time with them on Halloween weekend. But I have made so much more new friends and I am glad because now I have way more friends around campus now. My weekend was very fun I got to spend so much time with friends and having fun forgetting the piles of homework I have in the future. I have a friend who is moving to Colorado Christian University because her boyfriend is in Colorado. I don’t think she is making the right choice into moving over there for a boy that she had dated for 6 months. However, I never know her situation maybe they are super in love or they are not I have no clue. It is not my place to make her choice but she is asking for that advice. I give her the “follow your heart” stuff but I don’t want to be pushy and say do not go. I just want her to make a rational choice so she won’t regret her decision.

My week was good. I had gotten through so much tough projects last week and I prospered through. My weekend was fun too. I had gone out with a bunch of friends to zilker park and barton pool. My fun was highlighted by going out that night as well with my friends at UT. Sunday was also amazing. The mass had played some very nice songs that touched my heart. I prayed especially well which cleared my head. Last week was a tough week and I believe that this week will be better. Next week I have a bunch of tough project too like a bio exam and a 2 papers due. It is just getting harder and harder each week with all the tests and the advancement of my life.

I had went home for the weekend and it was good. I had spent time with my family and friends back home which gave me a nice break from the stress the school has been taking over me. I went to this revolving sushi place that had a conveyor belt that passed sushi around. My friends and I had eaten 52 plates of sushi which was $140. We all were too full to walk but wanted boba after. I took my nephews to their taekwondo practice which was sun seeing them have fun. It was a Halloween party so their were a bunch of kids dressed up as their favorite characters. I missed Austin however. I saw ACL and wanted to go so bad rather than stay in Houston because half the time I was there, I stayed home. Now I am back at school struggling as always.

My week consisted of tons of food and homework. The homework part was all rhetoric and comp II. That class breaks me down and rips me apart. I struggle in that class so hard because I do not want to do that class, I am so uninterested in that class I forget about it sometimes. My passion is with the sciences but I know that I must be good in all subjects. My professor puts on so much work upon us and that class takes the longest time for me to finish my homework. Also my philosophy and religion freshman studies class is a struggle. I think the topics are so interesting in what we talk about but I cannot grasp those concepts so easily and plus reading the articles he gives us is hard too because its with old English and complex syntax’s. The tons of food part was amazing though but I spent about 40 dollars on. I made some new friends this weekend which prompted us to go out and eat. We had went to hopdoddys and ihop which consisted in laughs and debates. I think they will be long term friends. I hope this week will be an easier load on rhetoric and comp because of the friday off and I plan on going home that weekend. I am excited to see my family again and my church because I miss them so much.

It has been a hell of a week. A like this guy, he is a junior here and we had met at orientation. I really didn’t know if he was gay or not but I wanted to find out. So my friend has a grindr, which is a gay dating app, and this guy, named rob, messaged him. He asked for a selfie of him and it was that junior guy! We were so shocked so he messaged him on instagram to see if it was a catfish or not, he said it was a catfish. We were still confused but he said that they stole those pictures from his grindr account which means he is gay. We asked if he is gay and he said yes! So I was happy to find that out, but he wanted to hook up with my friend. My friend asked my permission because I was the one that liked him and I was like go for it so we know the details. The guy picks up my friend and they hooked up and he came back told us everything about and I was sad. I didn’t know that I would be sad about it because I wanted to be my friend. There is this another conflict. I am great friends with Jaeme. We made friends in the beginning of farm and this week she stops talking to me, ignoring me, not looking at me, and I have no idea what I had done. So I have been asking around about it, if she hates me or not. Then last night, she texts me “If you want to know whats wrong talk to ME”, and I was shocked. I didn’t know what to do but I was clubbing last night so I didn’t bother about it so I texted her back “whats up?” and she didn’t respond, so I don’t know if that means she actually doesn’t like me right now or what. So today I am trying to avoid her because I am scared of the confrontation. I don’t like to lose friends especially the ones that are close to me because I really like being friends with Jaeme. I have two major problems which are saddening me at the moment, but I’m trying to figure out solutions for these.