Interview by Jasmine Kim

I’ve noticed that the overall theme of your poems tend to be dark. Is this darkness intentional in your poetry?

I never intend for my poetry to adhere to a particular theme or idea. Poetry is a very therapeutic process for me, and sometimes the result of that is darkness, but I do not write intentionally to a particular theme or idea.

Do you consider darkness and abandonment to be a running theme in your writing?

I notice patterns in my writing, but themes such as darkness are nothing more than coincidence. I never try to make a poem dark, or sad, or happy etc. – I just try to make a poem.

Where does the inspiration for your work come from?

I am inspired by: the people I love, lines and grid patterns, architecture, and the mystery that is being alive. I, like most, also draw ideas and feelings from personal experience.

Who inspires you to create? Which writer would you say influences your work the most?

I feel most connected to my friends’ writing. Being able to share a personal connection with people who write beautifully is very special. Sharing work with the people around me also inspires me to strive for more in regards to my own poetry. As far as “famous” authors, I really love Albert Camus, Billy Collins, and Marjane Satrapi.

How long have you been writing?

I have been writing since I learned how to write, but I began taking poetry more seriously my junior year in high school. I have always had a “story-teller” mindset, and am obsessed with the idea of expressing myself in the most honest way possible (which for me is writing).

How has your writing changed over time?

I used to write strictly when I felt inspired. I still love doing this, but I also make it a habit to write even when I’m not necessarily in love with what I’m writing or feel the need to write. I’ve noticed that going through the motions of writing simply for the sake of writing makes those moments of divine inspiration more seamless.

Can you describe the process that you go through when you write?

I always purge all ideas surrounding a poem on a word document/journal entry/etc., and then go back and edit/change my line breaks, etc.

What is the largest obstacle that you must overcome when you write?

Often, I get discouraged when I am not able to express exact feelings or sentiments and give up on a poem before I am able to flesh it out. I have an entire folder worth of one liners that I will probably go back to one day, but feel fairly uninspired to finish them at the moment.

What are your plans for your writing in the future?

I want to publish an entire book of my poems one day. Poetry allows me to wonder endlessly. I hope that I allow the beauty of the world/those who dwell here to lead me to where I am supposed to be with my writing and otherwise.

How would you describe the majority of your work?

“Honest” (or at the very least, “desperately trying to be honest”)

 
Natalie’s work in this issue:
Asphyxiation
My Trip to Mustang Island State Park
You Made Me Feel So Much